Whats it going to be then, eh?

When it crossed my mind
When you crossed my mind
Anxiety or excitement gripped my chest
I couldn’t tell which
A couple filtered breaths and my nerves slow down
and i awkwardly smile as I pass through the door,
wondering how the night will play out

As the third party fades in the background
My world opens again
But I awkwardly handle the situation
and step back, afraid to make it worse
I got a chance and I was sloppy, still unfamiliar
Next time I will do better
Because I know it can be better